Usually summer break is such a happy thing but this year is different. This is the last year with all of my best friends before we all go to different colleges. I mean I’ve made like what, two new friends since 4th grade? How do you even make friends? I’ll die without them. The last year where I really get to have fun and be a kid. This summer I have to get a job and pay for my own car, car insurance, gas, and then the year after that i’ll be paying for my own schooling. Next it’ll be food, electricity, apartment, etc. Not only are all these responsibilities creeping up on me, but all my senior friends are graduating this year. They are the ones who are going through all of this now. I’m going to miss them so much. One of my best friends is a senior and we were really close up until about a month ago. He was going through a lot and so was I and we grew apart because of me. I realize now that I was the one who made the mistake, now I miss him even when he’s here. I can’t imagine how it’s going to be with him gone. He says I’m one of his best friends but we’ll never be as close as we were and just the fact of knowing that something is really just completely over is, sad.